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Love

Okay… I normally don’t do this but I feel like getting my feelings out will help…

This weekend was full of babies, pregnant ladies, more babies and super in love couples.  We had my sisters baby shower, which was absolutely fantastic! There were babies there, pregnant women, women who just had a baby a few weeks ago and so much love! Then today I had 3 wonderful photo sessions, 2 great families with great kids and one couple who is celebrating 10 years of marriage.  It was great! While I enjoyed it all so much it hurt.  I was supposed to be having babies right now, I desperately want to be pregnant at the same time as my sister…if everything had gone as I had planned we would be! But, my plan was not God’s plan and the thought of a strong marriage and children is simply a dream right now.

To add salt to the wounds I heard “She’d Give Anything” on my way home tonight.  A song I haven’t heard in years…why in the world did I have to hear it today?! Here are the lyrics…

“She’s waiting for someone who could turn her life around,
Someone who could make her feel,
The way she used to feel, but he never comes.
She dating, but no one that she cares to talk about.
And all the flowers in the world
Don’t amount to much: what she wants is love.

An’ she’d give anything and everything to fall in love.
Just this one time, she’d like to find,
What she’s been dreaming of.
She can find someone to hold her,
But that wouldn’t be enough.
She’d give anything to fall in love.

Now she’s looking just like she’d rather be someplace else.
Staring across the bar, lost in herself,
Will he ever come?

‘Cos she’d give anything and everything to fall in love.
Just this one time, she’d like to find,
What she’s been dreaming of.
She can find someone to hold her,
But that wouldn’t be enough.
She’d give anything to fall in love.

She’s gonna keep on making wishes;
She’s gonna keep on being strong;
She won’t settle less than true love;
She’s gonna keep on holding on.

She’d give anything and everything to fall in love.
Just this one time, she’d like to find,
What she’s been dreaming of.
She can find someone to hold her,
But that wouldn’t be enough.
She’d give anything to fall in love.

She’d give anything to fall in love.”

After I heard the song I was sad and upset but then told myself to get over it! I’m not the type of person that gets all bent out of shape just because i’m not in a relationship and i’ve never been that way but every once in a while I have my days…just like everyone else.  Especially after seeing so much of what I want over the weekend.  With that being said I listen to the lyrics of the song that says “she’s gonna keep on making wishes, she’s gonna keep on being strong, she won’t settle for less than true love, she’s gonna keep on holding on…” and that’s what i’m going to do.  I will keep dreaming because I know one day my dream will come true and in God’s time I will find my love.  Until then my love is my oh so awesome family and friends and the love i get to witness through photography.  I am thankful every day for those things.

That’s all. Love. Be happy. Be grateful for our significant other and your precious babies even when they drive you crazy.  Some of us would love to have someone to drive us crazy! 🙂

One thought on “Love

  1. You my dear will one day run right into the man of your dreams… God just hasnt felt it was right! When he does he will put you in the right place with the right person and you my beautiful friend will then have all your heart desires. You are an amazing beautiful, sweet, warm, caring and loving person, dont give up on your dreams and you are so right….. those who have it should not complain!
    Hugs

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